14 March, 2019

Our poem


Am I losing you
Now
When I'm ready to lose
Anyone else but you
And only you
My beloved muse

Am I hurting you
Now
When your silence
Like a dagger spears my heart
Again
With such subtle violence

Am I failing you
Now
When your pain
Plants seed of ice in my eyes
Blinded by you
As fire flows through my veins

Am I dying for you
Now
When only dream of mine
Is to be forever with you
While eternity
Echoes with our rhyme.

Am I vanishing for you
Now
When my every cell
Bleeds the life full of you
Into vivid
And bottomless well

Who am I for you
Now
When my every sigh
Breathes the love full of passion
Stripped
For you of any 'how' and 'why'

Who am I for you
Now
When the only rest
For this restless soul sleeps
In the palm
Of your hand melted to my chest

I'm teared up my love

Life is cold without you
Now
When I know
The one sun still shines for me
And there's one world
I could still make warm

I'm shattered my love

I spat the fire out of my heart
To make it better for you
Oh... what a horrible mistake...
I saw abyss of frozen hell
Damnation of eternal loneliness
I felt endless sadness
Loss that couldn't be stand
And curse of love
For which I returned from the edge
Just to put my heart into your hand...
An eternal flame will always be there
Burning for you
And illuminating your way...



04 March, 2019

Dark Side of Love


       ... "you'll forget, you must forget"...                                             


I'll forget you...
When Earth stops and birds' chirp fades away
When the wind across the world disappears
When the stars lose their shine
And fall from the sky into the dark abyss...
When whole Cosmos turns into the Chaos
Or not
Because...
Even then my soul would still be longing for you...
Calling your name...
Wandering... from end to end of the Universe
Refusing to comprehend
That One I love 
Doesn't think of me...
She misplaces
Symbolism of transience
For this which lasts forever...
I surrender to love which still lives
In vain...
Just in my heart
Full of bitterness and despair
And that love which blackens
The last traces of light in me...
Carrying me into the dark zones
Whose mighty torrents are breaking my soul
Throwing me... onto the cay of ash... 
The Residues of One Love...