02 September, 2019

Jednoga dana...

Slušaćeš priče iz usta drugoga.
Pričaće ti bajke i poznaćeš laži.
Sanjaćeš snove pod njegovim rukama.
Sanjaćeš snove i imaćeš želje.
Dijeliće nas beskraj...

Zaboravićeš naše dane,
I one bijele i ove crne.
Življeće samo mrlja u sjećanju,
Kao dim što blijedi na vjetru.
Zaboravićeš obećanja,
Jer, sve je bila samo igra.
Zaboravićeš osjećanja,
Jer se ista ponoviti neće...

Ali, jednoga dana,
Kad osjetiš da si užasno sama,
Sjetit ćeš se samoće Jednoga.
I tog, jednog dana,
Sjećat ćeš se jednoga dana,
I poljubaca s usana stranca,
I zagrljaja u rukama njegovim,
I snova u mislima ti stranim,
Snova o nama...

I bićeš jaka,
Skrićeš nas od drugih,
Dok ponovo budemo življeli,
I zajedno se smijali,
U srcu i mislima tvojim,
A onda,
Bez snage da priznaš,
Skrićeš nas i od sebe...

A sada,
Pogledaj me još jednom,
Stranca na svakom koraku svom,
Osjeti moju samoću ovdje,
Gdje dođoh samo da ne budem sam...

Nešto se lomi u tebi...
Da li je to naš san...?
Nešto se lomi u tebi...
Zakuni se da to nismo mi...

14 March, 2019

Our poem


Am I losing you
Now
When I'm ready to lose
Anyone else but you
And only you
My beloved muse

Am I hurting you
Now
When your silence
Like a dagger spears my heart
Again
With such subtle violence

Am I failing you
Now
When your pain
Plants seed of ice in my eyes
Blinded by you
As fire flows through my veins

Am I dying for you
Now
When only dream of mine
Is to be forever with you
While eternity
Echoes with our rhyme.

Am I vanishing for you
Now
When my every cell
Bleeds the life full of you
Into vivid
And bottomless well

Who am I for you
Now
When my every sigh
Breathes the love full of passion
Stripped
For you of any 'how' and 'why'

Who am I for you
Now
When the only rest
For this restless soul sleeps
In the palm
Of your hand melted to my chest

I'm teared up my love

Life is cold without you
Now
When I know
The one sun still shines for me
And there's one world
I could still make warm

I'm shattered my love

I spat the fire out of my heart
To make it better for you
Oh... what a horrible mistake...
I saw abyss of frozen hell
Damnation of eternal loneliness
I felt endless sadness
Loss that couldn't be stand
And curse of love
For which I returned from the edge
Just to put my heart into your hand...
An eternal flame will always be there
Burning for you
And illuminating your way...



04 March, 2019

Dark Side of Love


       ... "you'll forget, you must forget"...                                             


I'll forget you...
When Earth stops and birds' chirp fades away
When the wind across the world disappears
When the stars lose their shine
And fall from the sky into the dark abyss...
When whole Cosmos turns into the Chaos
Or not
Because...
Even then my soul would still be longing for you...
Calling your name...
Wandering... from end to end of the Universe
Refusing to comprehend
That One I love 
Doesn't think of me...
She misplaces
Symbolism of transience
For this which lasts forever...
I surrender to love which still lives
In vain...
Just in my heart
Full of bitterness and despair
And that love which blackens
The last traces of light in me...
Carrying me into the dark zones
Whose mighty torrents are breaking my soul
Throwing me... onto the cay of ash... 
The Residues of One Love...

26 February, 2019

One day...


You'll listen to the stories from someone else's lips,
They'll tell you fairy tales and you'll recognize the lies.
You'll dream the dreams under his arms
You'll dream the dreams and you'll have desires,
Infinity will separate us...

You'll forget all of our days
Either those shiny or these dark ones.
Only a stain in your reminiscences will remain
Like a smoke fading in the wind...
You'll forget the oaths
Because it's been just a game...
You'll forget the feelings
Because the same won't happen again.

But, one day...
When you find yourself terribly alone
You'll recall the solitude of One,
And that - One Day,
You'll remember the one day
And kisses from the lips of stranger
And embraces in his arms
And dreams now strange to you
Dreams of us...

And you'll be strong...

You'll hide us from the world
As we would be living
And smiling
Together
Again
In your heart and your soul...
And then...
Too weak to admit it
You'll hide us even from yourself...

But now...
Look at me one more time
Such a stranger at every step of mine,
Feel my loneliness here
Where I arrived just to not to be alone...

Something is breaking inside of you...
Isn't it our dream?!
Something is breaking inside of you...
Just swear it's not about us...